Tuesday, October 22, 2013

A tale of Romance

It was a classic case of  love at first sight !The symptoms were all there- the first flush of romance, the  unspoken eagerness to meet and the eternal longing to be one with the other.We were inseparable from the beginning  . And like all romances chinks appeared as  mundane life took over. A decade later, we unceremoniously parted ways ( "we shall keep in touch", we promised ).


 Keep in touch ,we did. Halfhearted attempts here and there over the next decade and half. Each meeting bringing back the old yearning.... Move on, the wise counsel urged. " You have a life to live and goals to achieve. Let not an old romance stand in its way" they added. And  move on- I did. Life was lived and goals achieved, just that there was an empty space in my heart and a dull ache that refused to go away. An ache that deepened as  the chances of reconciliation dimmed by the day.


It was then that Fate took matters in her hands , in her own unique, inimitable style. Before I could blink my eyes, my life changed overnight. The carpet was pulled under my feet. I was adrift, scared of the unknown and afraid  of the future. One day as I stared into an unsure future with a barely there confidence, I felt the ever familiar presence by my side. A look , that was all it took to forget and forgive the past. We embraced tentatively at first, shy and eager to please. Then the familiarity of it all took over. It was as if we never parted ways. Gazing into the other's eye we promised - "never again". Its been six years since then and we still walk hand in hand. And hopefully together into the sunset

They say,true love never dies......

[  From the age of three when I fell hook, line and sinker for dance to the present, this is an attempt to explore the various aspects of my relationship with the art form over almost three decades.The breakup is the 13 year hiatus in between owing to various "commitments" (namely mugging up for exams and gathering degrees). I now manage to find time for dance by scheduling all other activities around it]





Tuesday, June 04, 2013

My mornings

 The gentle lady  of the summer, the brooding lady before the monsoon and the virago during the rains ..I love the  sea in all her  moods... And  nothing makes up my morning as pulling back the window curatins to see this!!!!

Horses cantering on the track,
Flocks of birds flying past ,
A gentle blue sea as far as the eyes can see
Such is the morn I see





A new beginning

The Time has come to revive this blog out of the deep slumber it was in for the last 7 years.In the last 7 years I shifted from being a student to an employee, shifted cities, set up my first house, married, bought my first house, first car and somewhere in that hustle and bustle lost a lot of things that characterized me like my dancing, violin, travelling  and writing. 

The last 2-3 years did see me reclaiming some of my life back- especially dancing and travelling. And this year I guess I will add violin and writing too the list I suppose. So welcome back !!!

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

After a Long Time

it's almost 6 months since i put up my last posts...there was no dearth for topics..........infact there were too many things to write about...... but laziness...........will be surely updating the blog

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Happy Birthday to me


Indukutty celebrated her bday a week back n got her gift today!! A PPI from NCDEX!!!!!! Party time folks ..........

Thursday, October 20, 2005

am Backkkkkkkk........

writin after a long, really long hiatus. no, it was not a writer's block that prevented me from posting regularly ut sheer laziness. no idea, how long this second creative phase will last cos it is winter now and tis in nature that all living beings hibernate.

Friday, July 08, 2005

Of black moods...........

I have always been a moody character. But now I get these vicious black moods almost daily .And to top it all, I have to constantly hide it between smiles, jokes and laughter.I have to keep a constant check on myself to ensure that it is a proper act and not over acting as it happens sometimes. Yes , as a friend said I am an actor par excellence when it comes to hiding my feelings especially of sorrow, hurt and anger but I don't know how long these charades will last..............